Woke Up With Tingling Fingers

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Argh, at the moment but will do nothing -.- I've run
somehow feel that I everything I tackle does not work or go to break, symbolically speaking.
And then I feel so useless and not needed -.-
I do not know -.-

And then there are currently those dreams, even the dream where I am in a warehouse and see striking scenes from my life but behind individual windows. I run through the hall and go through a door at the end and get up once a perfect nothing, it's dark .. and then comes a small ray of light in front of me and I am myself as a small child and she cries and says: Why did you do anything? she cries more and is getting louder and then bonds come out of the ground and suddenly she yells at me: "It's your fault!" and then it gets dark again around me ... and then I'm going to wake each: /

Other dreams begin to actually normal, but somehow I always die at the end: (And the usually very bloody, is totally bad (

Realty may I just never, I feel usually so empty and then come here all the things such as relationship problems, etc, I know Nor do I have the feeling that everything is collected at the moment: (
And I know absolutely never more: '(

'm just totally confused and listen again so now to write on ...