... Some doubt
I think a lot ...
And yet I come to no decision.
If it is to end this way, as always, I'll just make tight and run away ...
And then everything will be fulfilled ... self-fulfilling-phophecy.
I will doing all broken, everything that means something to me, and I will do
hurt people I love ...
I will simply close down, toughen me until I am cold as ice ...
The circle will close again, as it always happens ...
And I will not stop can, because I can not help ...
catch up it is me and I can not replace simple ...
The circle of fear, flight, the hatred of myself, anger and disappointment with myself, all come back ...
I will begin to destroy me, until I'm dead again, physically and mentally, and then I'm going to start fighting again until everything back exactly arrives ...
The mistakes they continue to persecute me and they will never leave me and I will commit again and again, without anything turn to change ...
A depressed and not himself satisfied with beta, which lets them slowly once again the head ... So just a
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